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Sense of Impending Dawn

by GOLDEN EVIL

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1.
ISLANDS 08:38
NIGHT AWOKEN I CROSS THE MOUNTAINS DAWN ESCAPE AS I SAIL TO THE ISLANDS UNFURL YOUR SAILS AND SET OUT TO SEA AQUARIUS STAR IS GUIDING ME WHEN WE FLOWED INTO THE ETHER WE LOOKED LIKE SHIPS DIVING DEEP OCEAN CHANNELS EVERYONE LOOKS LIKE ANIMALS ROCKY SHORES NOT SO BAD STILL THE BEST ISLAND I EVER HAD POOLS OF GREEN AND SKIES OF GREY AQUARIUS COME ON TAKE ME AWAY WHEN WE FLOWED INTO THE ETHER WE LOOKED LIKE SHIPS DIVING DEEP OCEAN CHANNELS EVERYONE LOOKS LIKE ANIMALS ROCKY SHORES NOT SO BAD STILL THE BEST ISLAND I EVER HAD DONT MAKE ME GIVE UP ON YOU MY FRIEND I'LL STAY HERE WITH YA TILL THE BITTER END, YA KNOW.
2.
RAINY DAZE 08:45
RAINY DAYS AINT GOT NOTHIN ON MY EYES I BEEN CRYIN' JUST TO SEE THE SUNNY SKIES IT'LL BE ALRIGHT IN THE SUNLIGHT DAWN APPROACH NEW MOON IS NIGH THE STARS SURVIVE FORTUNE FADES BUT I RIDE WITH GREAT DELIGHT LIKE THE WIND HEADIN' SOUTH FROM STORMY SKIES IT'LL BE ALRIGHT IN THE SUNLIGHT DAWN APPROACH NEW MOON IS NIGH THE STARS SURVIVE SEE YOU IN THE SUNLIGHT I SAW YOU IN SUNSHINE. -
3.
GOLDEN EVIL 06:09
BLUE SUN BLACK SKY FIRE BURNING IN MY EYES SATANIC GRACE THE DEVIL IN LACE PROBLEM WITH LIFE IS THAT DEATH COMES SOON PROBLEM WITH DEATH IS THAT LIFE COMES TOO BLACK SUN RED EYES POOLS ARE FORMING IN THE SKY EYES GOLDEN SEE THE DEVIL IN ME PROBLEM WITH LIFE IS THAT DEATH COMES SOON PROBLEM WITH DEATH IS THAT LIFE COMES TOO BLACK SUN GOLD EYES FIRE BURNING IN THE MORNING SKY CLOUDS BREAK TO FEED THE EVIL IN ME FIGHTING THE SENSE OF IMPENDING DAWN PROBLEM WITH DEATH IS THAT LIFE GOES ON
4.
DEMONSONG 06:32
GHOSTS OF FUTURES PASS OUR STARS ARE ALIGNED I HOPE IT'LL LAST THE LIQUOR THAT YOU DRINK TEARS UP MY HEART MAKES ME WANNA WEAP FOR YOUR POOR SACRED SOUL SO GENTLE 'N' KIND BUT BROTHER WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE AND I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND MY SAYIN' SO DARLIN FACE YOUR DEMONS AND I'LL FACE MINE ONE DEMON AT A TIME WHEN I STARE INTO THE GREEN THE SPIDERS 'N' LEAVES THEY SATISFY ME MY FRIEND I WISH YOU COULD KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I WISH THAT YOU COULD ESCAPE BUT NOT THE WAY THAT YOU THINK IF WE COULD DIE WOULD WE BE SATISFIED IF YOU COULD DIE WOULD YOU TELL ME WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND THE LIQUOR THAT YOU DRINK TEARS UP MY HEART MAKES MY SPIRIT SINK SO I'LL SINK ANOTHER DRINK AND WATCH BOTH OF US DIE ONE DEMON AT A TIME MAYBE I'M DREAMIN I'M SEEIN' YOUR DEMONS OR MAYBE THEY'RE MINE, THAT'S WHY I CRY ALL THE TIME YOU TREAT ME LIKE HELL CAUSE YOU SEE YOURSELF IN MY EYES FIGHT IT DON'T FEEL IT I'M FEELIN YOUR DEMONS MAYBE THEY'RE MINE THAT'S WHY I CRY ALL THE TIME YOU TREAT ME LIKE HELL CAUSE YOU SEE YOURSELF IN MY EYES.
5.
ALRIGHT! 06:47
I FEEL A LITTLE STRANGE TODAY I FEEL A LITTLE STRANGE BUT I NEEDN'T BE AFRAID I FEEL A LITTLE STRANGE TODAY I'M WALKING WITH THE LORD TODAY I'M WALKING WITH THE LORD WITH MY SHIELD 'N' MY SWORD I'M WALING WITH THE LORD TODAY WELCOME TO THE NEW AGE WELCOME TO YOUR LIFE RAVENS WALTZ AROUND ME TRY TO GRAB ME BY THE NECK RUNNIN THROUGH THE STREETS GOT A BIBLE IN MY HAND MY SOUL IS WHITE AS THE DRIVEN SNOW SO I'LL FOLLOW THE WHITE LINES TO TAKE ME HOME WELCOME TO THE PROPHECY WELCOME TO THE LIGHT I SPEAK IN TONGUES 'N' MOUNT MY WINGS SO I CAN TAKE FLIGHT I'M HAPPY TO INFORM YA I'M BLASTED AGAIN DOIN' BLOW OFF THE CONVENT FLOOR JUST FOLLOW THE WHITE LINES TO TAKE ME HOME SHE'S NO ANGEL BUT SHE'S ALRIGHT WITH ME JESUS PAID IT ALL ALL TO HIM I OWE SIN HAD LEFT A CRIMSON STAIN HE WASHED IT WHITE AS SNOW SO I'LL FOLLOW THE WHITE LINES TO TAKE ME HOME I FEEL A LITTLE STRANGE I KNOW I'M SORTA STRANGE I KNOW I'M SORTA STRANGE BUT I NEEDN'T BE ASHAMED I KNOW I'M SORTA STRANGE BUT JESUS' BLOOD IS STILL THE SAME JESUS WASH THE SINS AWAY WASH MY WHITE LINES AWAY.
6.
BOMBIN' 99 02:56
99 DEGREES ON THE 99 I'M HEADIN SOUTH AND I AINT TAKIN NO TIME NO NO I'M HEADED HOME TO THE PLACE I WANNA GO TO THE PLACE MY THOUGHTS ROAM LIKE THE BUFFALO I'M GOIN HOME WHERE THE BUZZARDS ROAM I'M GOIN HOME WHERE DID REALITY GO IF I PULL UP BESIDE YA DONT ASK ME FOR A RIDE AINT NO WAY HONEY I AINT TAKIN YOUR SIDE I GOTTA RUN I'M OUTTA HERE JUST DO YOUR BEST TO STAY FUCKIN CLEAR GOIN 99 PER HOUR ON THE 99 BOMBIN' DOWN SOUTH AND I AINT TAKING NO TIME NO NO CUZ THAT CITY PLACE YOU KNOW IT LAID ME TO WASTE I GOTTA GET OUTTA THAT FUCKIN RAT RACE I'M GOIN HOME WHERE THE BUZZARDS ROAM I'M GOIN HOME WHERE DID REALITY GO YOU KNOW THAT I'M A LADY OF WIT 'N' STYLE BUT YOU KNOW TO STEER CLEAR OF ME FOR MILES I GOTTA PLANT MYSELF WHERE THE JOSHUA TREE SEES ME I AIN'T KIDDIN AROUND!
7.
ORION 04:02
ORION DOESN'T LOOK THE SAME AS HE DID A YEAR AGO SOME MIGHT SAY THE SKIES HAVE CHANGED AS FOR ME I JUST DON'T KNOW I SEE THE SILENCE IN THE STARS I HEAR THE SKY IN STEREO THE GREAT DISQUIET OF THE NIGHT DIRECTS YOU WHERE YOU SHOULD GO WHEN I SEE YOU IN HEAVEN WHICH WAY WILL YOU GO WILL YOU TAKE THE HIGH ROAD OR REFUSE TO COME HOME YOU KNOW THAT JESUS IS WATCHIN JUST LIKE THE STARS WE DON'T GET TO COME HOME ALL TOO OFTEN I'LL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN OR BID YOU FAREWELL LORD I'LL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN
8.
COMING SOON, SORRY I FORGOT MY OWN LYRICS
9.
EVEN IN HEAVEN YOU CAN STILL MISS SOMEBODY EVEN IN HEAVEN YOU CAN DIE JUST A LITTLE BIT SOMETIMES ALL THE HAUNTED ONES GATHERED ALL THAT THEY LOVED ON A HILLSIDE AND THEY BURNED IT ALL UP AND THEY SENT THEIR LOVE TO THE SKIES GHOSTS IN HEAVEN ANGELS IN HELL GHOSTS IN HEAVEN PRETENDING TO BE NOBODY EVEN IN HEAVEN YOU CAN DIE JUST A LITTLE BIT SOMETIMES ALL THEIR TRANSPARENT TIES AND THEIR ACHING INSIDE DOESN'T SCARE ME BUT THE PLEASURE IN PAIN AND MY FUCKIN CHARADES LORD IT KILLS ME GHOSTS IN HEAVEN ANGELS IN HELL REALITY NEVER BLINKS THE LONGER YOU OPEN YOUR EYES THE MORE LIGHT FLOODS THE SCENE THE MORE HAUNTED THE SUNSHINE THE MORE SURREAL THE BLADES OF GRASS THE MORE I BELIEVE IF I DOVE HEADFIRST OFF THE PATIO THE LAWN WOULD BECOME A SWIMMING POOL THAT OPENED UP INTO A BIZARRE WORLD OF LUCID DREAMS AND I'D BE LOST FOREVER THERE BUT I WOULDN'T MIND BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS INHERENTLY PERFECT AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO A GODDAMN THING. IT'S NOT FAIR- IT'S TOO BEAUTIFUL. -
10.
POP STAR 03:30
STAYED OUT TOO LATE CALIFORNIA CRAZY EIGHTS I STAYED OUT TONIGHT TILL THE SUNLIGHT CRADLED IN HELL IN YOUR EYES I AIN'T SORRY BUT I COULD BE, AND MAYBE I AM I'M NOT A POP STAR BUT I COULD BE OR MAYBE I AM TOOK SOME COCAINE I KNOW IT'S BAD NEWS FOR MY BRAIN BUT MY SOUL IS ACHING MY MIND IS DRIVING ME INSANE IN YOUR EYES HELL IN YOUR EYES IF I WERE A POP STAR WOULD YOU FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS NO I'M NOT A POP STAR BUT I COULD BE AND MAYBE I AM. -

about

*SENSE OF IMPENDING DAWN*, my debut album, is a set of ten songs with juicy grooves, drones, textures and spacey journeys. This is the pre-mastering version.

I guess you could call this an electronic rock album...
I like to call it evil pop.
A blend of psychedelia, electronic, synth swells, indie pop, and a little touch of twang.

I allowed space for many of the songs to stretch into strange, sometimes discordant territory that creates an atmosphere the listener can become enveloped in. Each song is a journey all its own.

There's a lot of me in here. Partly because I'm the only person involved in creating the music, but also because I'm an awfully complex person, as it turns out. The songs here take you places. There are a lot of seemingly contrary, irresolvable vibes in and amongst them. The way I see the world- reality is complex, glorious, frightening, fucked up, and perfect as it is. And I think that comes through these ten songs.

All the songs were written, composed, recorded by yours truly, using a midi controller and various percussive instruments. Half in San Francisco, half off-grid in an Airstream trailer in Joshua Tree. Some of it was done in 2020, some in 2021, and some of the songs were things I'd written in years past but never came to fruition with other music partners.
Some are songs I wrote just days ago.
All artwork featured is also created by me.

I'd like to thank the supremely kind friends who have encouraged me along the way... for believing in me, taking me under their wings, and being a source of joy.
And I'd like to thank the the fuckers who tried to keep me small... for reminding me to own my personal power.
I'd like to thank the radiant night for beckoning me into horrifyingly beautiful situations that gave me so much writing material,
And I thank my brilliant husband for supporting me along the wild ride that is my life.

​oh, and Jesus. thanks, Jesus. You rule.
-G

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released March 5, 2021

Everything- Gillian Keller

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GOLDEN EVIL Joshua Tree, California

GOLDEN EVIL- sweeping moods and juicy grooves from a high-desert sun-gazing witch.

These are the musings of an artist, psychic explorer, reality junkie.

All my songs are written, composed, recorded and delivered to you by me, Gillian, off grid in an airstream.

I spent 2017-19 backin up my friend's bands as a vocalist, tambourine smasher, maraca shaker, & token skirt. Now I'm making my own magic
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